Health anxiety is something I struggle with since developing my “anxiety/Ocd” disorder. Everyday it’s a battle over what disease I feel like I have. When I first started my never-ending journey with anxiety, I didn’t know what caused it. Thinking about it now, I know it was my health scares. I have a fear of … Continue reading Random Thoughts: Health Anxiety/OCD/Family
Fear is all I know these days, fear and worry.I cried for about 30 minutes in the shower I just don't understand why I was dealt this hand in life. I had no parents growing up but now my adult life is full of worry, anxiety, sadness. I don't know how much more I can … Continue reading A Page From My Journal 5.29.18
I read a post today that claimed May was Mental Health Awareness Month. Thinking about this now, I feel like every month should be Awareness Month. I would have never known what Anxiety/OCD was if I hadn't been diagnosed with this. It has been one of the hardest things I have ever gone through. It's … Continue reading Mental Health Awareness – May 2018
This week has been extremely hard for me. My trip to Las Vegas is coming up this weekend, and my anxiety has spiked. The last trip I had planned to go to Las Vegas was in April of 2017. That month, my anxiety hit hard. It was my first time dealing with all of this, … Continue reading Obsession of the week? Or Forever?
Growing up I never questioned why I didn't have a mother or father for that matter. I mean sure before the age of about 7 I probably had a question or two. But I can honestly say after that I didn't lose any sleep about it. As crazy as it sounds, I never spent my … Continue reading Blessing In Disguise